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12th-Aug-2010 09:15 pm - Mark Rosas Preview Video
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Album preview for Mark Rosas's October release. He had a few clips on his MySpace but I simply begged him to let me make him a pretty album preview video in After Effects, because A, I need the AE practice, and B, I simply MUST to make at least one video for him before he goes off and gets famous and forgets the little people. XD Enjoy the video but most of all enjoy that epic awesome that is MARK ROSAS!

I know he's not Korean but I think that a lot of you will get a kick out of his music. My favorite? "All Up On Me." XD

10th-Aug-2010 12:32 pm - GET REAL - R - CHAPTER 1
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Title: Get Real
Author: Tohosexy
Pairing: BoA/Kikwang (AJ)
Rating/Genre: R (For language)/Romance, Drama
Warning:  Adult language and adult concepts
Disclaimer: This author reserves no ownership or rights to the likenesses and celebrity names used herein

She knows what she wants, and she's going to do whatever it takes to get it. Why get close to people? They'll only get in your way. Now Boa's in her mid-twenties, ready to build her reel and pave her own way to Hollywood, with one obvious problem. She's lonely as hell, and the right guy is nowhere to be found.

Everyone has hopes. Everyone has dreams. Everyone has that image of their future, and on the journey, we find what's attainable and what just isn't. Your friends tell you can do anything you put your mind to, but then your friends tell you your standards are too high. But when you're faced with a choice, where do you draw the line? Sometimes you just have to go for it. But sometimes you just have to get real.
Preface and Disclaimer: Please read, especially if you know meCollapse )
Chapter 1: FreedomCollapse )
2nd-Aug-2010 08:25 am - My dream
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I had a fantastically detailed dream last night and I wanted to write it down before I forget it.

I'm working a volunteer job for a university, probably for college credit. I'm a relatively frumpy girl with messy hair in a big sweater, selling items in the front area of a huge mansion, owned by the family that owns the school.

I don't remember how I got there but I'm in the bedroom of the family's 19-ish year old son. He has a lot of siblings- this is the kind of family where the kids are gonna stay there until they get married so he has siblings that are older that live there as well. He's a nice kid, handsome with a nice smile, but horny and reckless, and decides to have his fun with me. I'm a little a nervous because there are so many people there, but he seems to think it's going to be okay, so I trust him. He goes down on me and it's the best oral sex of my life. I remember every flick of his tongue.

His mother hears me and busts into the room. It becomes a big controversy, and my job is in jeopardy. After a few fights and discussions where way too many people get involved, I explode at his parents. I tell them I never hurt their son. Never lied to him, never cheated on him, never broke his heart, and they're making a big deal out of nothing. I storm off and meet the boy's older sister at the door. She compliments me for standing up to people that no one ever stands up to. She and his siblings walk me to class. As I'm walking, I look back at the mansion. It's huge, shiny, and colorful, almost looks like it's made out of candy.

Weird, huh?
28th-Apr-2010 03:42 pm - Seriously need advice
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Go to Anime Expo. Go to Miyavi concert. Go to Anime Expo. Go to Miyavi concert. Go to Anime Expo. Go to Miyavi concert. Go to Anime Expo. Go to Miyavi concert. Go to Anime Expo. Go to Miyavi concert. Go to Anime Expo. Go to Miyavi concert. Go to Anime Expo. Go to Miyav--


Miyavi concert, pros:
- Miyavi is actually going to be in Dallas. Here. As in I don't have to go fly anywhere. WOWZERS!
- Miyavi concert will be FUN.

Miyavi concert, cons:
Ticket price
Won't go to CA or continue the longest relationship I've ever maintained -- Anime Expo
I've already seen Miyavi three times

Anime Expo, pros:
I get to see my CA friends that I only see once a year
I do TV tech work that I can add to a resume - but I'm not sure I'm skilled enough for what they need
I'll feel like crap if I don't go, but only because I'll feel bad for breaking my streak

Anime Expo, cons:
I don't watch Anime anymore, nor do I really hang out with Anime People
There are no bands there that I'm all that emotional about
The time and stress of the travel

Actually... now that I'm looking at the lists..

I'm thinking that I'll go to the Miyavi concert and go to CA a different time to visit friends. I think. Urgh. I need to mull over this a bit more.
9th-Apr-2010 03:01 pm - Constructive criticism please
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As some of you are probably well aware, I love me some videos.

One of the reasons you haven't seen many fics/fanvids from me recently is because of my involvement with storiedproductions, trying to get a legit video production career off the ground.

Here's my first short film with storied:


Unfortunately, this video isn't being met with much success. Genero posts the "best" videos in their featured section, and this video is not being featured. I'm confused. :( I think the video is better than a lot of the featured work, but apparently it isn't being seen this way.

I can accept not being the best. I'm new to cinematography (I'm an editor at heart.) However, what's killing me is I can't figure out *why* it's not featured. What's wrong with it? The plot is smooth, the editing is at my best, the acting is good, the lighting/cinematography is good. Why isn't it featured?

As much as I would love you all to tell me how amazing it is, watch it critically. Can you think of a good reason that it may not be featured?

24th-Mar-2010 02:52 pm - James Cameron is yucky
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The only thing I enjoy about this article is that it challenges all the people that tried to calm down my Avatar hate by saying 'it's just a fun movie, nothing more.' Apparently James Cameron is EXACTLY the man I thought he was when I watched that horrible movie.

12th-Mar-2010 10:33 am - ROFL LOW REAM
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I ran my Japanese homework essay through google translator. ROFL, it looks like a gangsta rap. My sister Lauren's gangsta name is officially "Low Ream."

Don't you think?
as for low ream my [a] is.
Because now it is the rivet coming, it increases don't you think? at the house.
Today the medicine was taken well. We are skillful to speak Japanese, but it is unskillful to study.
Because we love Japanese it is [ku], being unskillful, to speak Japanese, you think. Because the fact that it works is disliking, the [be] it is being unskillful, today to do, you think.
The [se] being high very, to bite the tend [ya] be to be, is.
There is no [ku] which the [se] suddenly the [ze] pulls, is.
The just a little [hu] you take low ream, but and you think as the [se] [ru].
Low ream says that at the time of the child, and the [se] [te] it was.
Don't you think?
the [a] large we like.

ROFL. There is no ku.
8th-Mar-2010 09:38 am - HOMFG CANNOT WAIT
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i know i said i hated her... and i do... but i love her too. (is hypocrite)
2nd-Mar-2010 01:41 pm - kpop fans
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Please tell me when I can hear TOP's Turn It Up High because I am DYING.
1st-Mar-2010 02:23 pm - HELP ME!!
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Me and Chasing Taboo need your help.

The Gods of technical error have eaten my Chasing Taboo outline and the upcoming chapter.

Neither item exists.








I have a lot of work ahead of me... work that was once already done, but now needs to be done ALL OVER AGAIN. But I can't let go of CT. My life is all over the place, I'm so busy, and this task is so daunting. Please encourage me!
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